shit that shit...

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I never thought it ended like this. He just doesn’t know how I feel. I asked him to make a video for me from my graduation’s pictures. It was about a year ago, I always remind him to make it for me. I do understand that he was so busy about his work, but yesterday I just find out he was uploaded many pictures and videos of his band which is taken two days ago. How should I feel ha? Can you guys explain it to me? When I asked him who is more important, me or his band, he answered it was SAME. Man! It’s a wrong answer. I never want to be the same like anybody, or even his friends. You know, I mean how can I same? It was logically insane!!! Does he ever think that I’m special? It feels hurt when he did that to me. I hope someday he know why I’m mad with is answer. For now, I do really wanna scream as loud as I can.
Do I have to pay his time that wasted for me? I just need to be loved and care. Please dear, don’t do this to me. It kills me. I love u,, I do love u..